"跟媽媽談過同性戀的問題 我跟她說 說起同性戀的時候 請不要想是否天生 是否成長時有問題才會演變成同性戀者. 正如異性戀者不會去想自己喜歡異性是否天生 是否成長時有問題才會喜歡異性. 有沒有人問過你為什麼喜歡異性? 有沒有人問過你都還沒試過跟同性談戀愛 為什麼說定了自己只喜歡異性? 沒有. 眾生 本來平等. 我哽咽的問了她一句: 你知不知道這個世界上很多悲劇是從何而來? 我說 是因為太多人將身邊的人分為我者和他者 (The Others). 黑人遭歧視 是因為白人將他們classified as "The Others" 認為他者就是比自己低等 他們的血是被污染的 就是因為有這種看法 黑白人互相殘殺 (不明白的 請你去看看slavery literature). 男人歧視女人 是因為女人被認為是一種比男人次一級的人 所以在某些社會 女人被強暴 是視為理所當然. 恐同者亦然. 如果說愛偉大 大得可以原諒所有罪惡 那為什麼不可以大得跨過性別界限? 如果說不能 請不要跟我說愛 不要說神佛愛我 不要說要我學習神佛的愛."– quoted from facebook
很有意思吧
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Let bygones be bygones
Sometimes I hoped that my memories with you were nothing but a dream or a delusion. I have struggled to convince myself that they never happened. Each time I tried to push them into the dark, they came back stronger and more vivid than ever. But they retained no sense of warmth or intimacy.
Then it struck me how distant we are now. It took us ages to get a hold of new selves that were better suited to each other. It wasn't easy for the two of us to build something out of nothing. It seemed unreal that we have gone that far and ended in nothingness.
But the pain is real. It would come without warning, and disappear just as suddenly. Those momentary flood of good times dissolve and melt before it takes full shape.
It was the torture of being unable to attain a clear view of those memories that I suffered most.
I can't find the image, I'm standing still, and I can't find the image.
Then it struck me how distant we are now. It took us ages to get a hold of new selves that were better suited to each other. It wasn't easy for the two of us to build something out of nothing. It seemed unreal that we have gone that far and ended in nothingness.
But the pain is real. It would come without warning, and disappear just as suddenly. Those momentary flood of good times dissolve and melt before it takes full shape.
It was the torture of being unable to attain a clear view of those memories that I suffered most.
I can't find the image, I'm standing still, and I can't find the image.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
蝴蝶效應
沒有人有義務要對你好
樂付出、少計較
每個人都是相依共存的
今日你幫他，他日你有困難，他亦必想盡辦法幫你。
明知這是一個很簡單的道理
卻還是做不到
那些對你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外
也要多站於別人的立場，多想關心他們，不要等別人向你求救
樂付出、少計較
每個人都是相依共存的
今日你幫他，他日你有困難，他亦必想盡辦法幫你。
明知這是一個很簡單的道理
卻還是做不到
Saturday, June 9, 2012
很hea的一天
今天做了一件很久都沒有做的事--打書釘
記得小時候在Times Square的柏斯琴行學琴
隔壁就是Page One
我跟老師很聊得來，她也很愛看書
我倆常常以“看琴書”的名義在上課時偷跑去Page One看有什麼新書出
較膚淺得我那時候超喜歡林詠深的！（我大概買了她全部“消失了的..."系列吧）
然後每次上堂前最期待的就是交換小說看 (這個應該解釋了我彈鋼琴的技術D:)
講返正題
今天在Barnes & Noble待了3小時，超糾結的
太多書想買啦
同時我又不斷的在Amazon check價錢
然後發覺在書店兩本書的價錢=Amazon三本書的價錢（！）
但心想...我寧願比Barnes & Noble賺錢都好過Amazon呢D大企業賺
左擇右擇
終於買了兩本書 (Wind-up Bird Chronicle + A Brave New World)
但以下是我好想買埋ge書
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| Read Of Mice and Men before...but this type of demoralizing story interests me |
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| A daughter describing how she witnessed the horror of the Cambodian genocide (Khmer Rouge) |
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| Personal account by survivor of the Holocaust Funny (but random) findings: |
最後在Weaver Street Market外面讀了幾小時
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| 帶這本書回香港爸爸應該會罵...因為對他來說這個作者又random又無教育意義又佔空間 |
超hea但我很想每天都是這樣子過啊
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