Michael R. Bloomberg has been cagey about whether he might acquire The Financial Times; he is reported to have said, “I buy it every day."

I just love this reply.

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 If you have beliefs that make you feel threatened when someone asks a question, then maybe you need to verify why you’re afraid of your beliefs. When you believe something that is based on strong foundation, you don’t have any reason to be threatened by others’ denial or attempt to undermine this system. 

快奔潰了。不定時吃飯，不按時睡覺，很多東西都猶豫不決 （而產生不必要的錯誤以及損失），可是又不想放棄能夠進步的機會....我快瘋了。每天當文字生產器，想個活死人般，值得嗎？

人越大，越害怕。 你已經不再是一個死小孩，要背負更大更沈重的責任了。你不能再單一地追求自己的目標及接受一個「比較好」的結果，而是要顧及你愛的人是否值得更好-或是最好的回報，然後拼命回饋他們。 你要將最好的留給下一代，不管過程有多難熬。

Are you a....

Maximizer or  Satisficer?

Maximizers...

• are always moving for something better
• want the "best" and outdo others

Satsificers...

• focus on doing well and meeting own standards
• willing to settle for a "good enough" choice

Sadly, I'm constantly weighing other options and consumed with "what I could have had" instead of committing to what I already have.

One of the best things in journalism is that you can have access to anyone across the spectrum, listen to their stories, and string them together into a cohesive piece for readers.

I'm still as nervous as hell when the interviewee is silent on the other side of the phone...but I believe these time & effort will pay. 

情意結讓人停滯不前， 讓你嘗試真相的痛後還是要微笑面對，竭盡所能保護他／她。