My heart is pounding and I can't sleep.
No matter how much I occupied myself with work, every night ends up like this.
Stare into emptiness. Evaluate how I acted today. How others acted. Time passing. Opportunities fading. Regrets mounting. The good others did to me. The bad I did. Vice versa.. Balancing all those.
What screws me most is the picture
of how things should've turned out.
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